the last thing i did was put my charm up front and my truth behind a wall build with every lie you ever told, you might have forgot but you never gained my trust
cause in the long run i knew you were going to hurt me. I looked past your baggage and your flaws and i tried to fit comfortable in something Ive never been in but, i fell like fleeing because i kept growing deep in love while you grew deep in lies making me believe that if i stuck around and was a nice guy id have a real chance at forever.
it was my mistake that maybe you’d read into me, that you noticed that i was incomplete and was always looking for that piece, but i d had been hurt before by a bitch named life when she played me she left a couple scars. so i had to build a fort but i guess you only saw the front , not the inside and the essence and when i try to achieve perfect you left me. didn’t take you long to forget the name that took your breath away but its understand i guess i didn’t give you a fair chance but id thought you’d see past my flaws but you were to busy already forgetting me.
one word of advice i want you to be happy and if you ever have another love treat him like i would’ve treated you now give him the chance i never earned and never forget him. I hope he makes you happy and on the the day of marriage he just walks out of the church and breaks your fucking hurt like you did mine and i hope you cry and i hope it hurts… love your first love…
